Well friends....this is not written by me...my friend wrote it n mailed me..i found it quite touching...so thought of sharing it :)

All the words you said to me,
That seemed to be so true.
Were nothing but thoughtless lies,
That I thought would never come from you.

They seemed so real and seemed so true.
I was beginning to think
That I was in love with you.

But I should of known it was all an act,
That I was just another part.
Just another girl to add
To your list of broken hearts.

I wonder why I still think about you,
After all your lies and sweet talking words.
I think its because you made me feel
Like I was your special girl

I could never be with you
After what I found out.
You lied to me...
Thats what this is mostly all about.

I'm not telling you exactly what I know.
You can deny it all you want,
But i'm deciding to let u go.                                          

But I will never forget you not matter how hard I try.
I will always remember you in my years to come
Until my eternal good-bye.

TruSt................

                     Trust means to believe. I trust you, means I have no doubt in my mind about your honesty, integrity and credibility. No relationship can survive without trust , because as soon as the trust breaks, the relationship breaks. Trust is the foundation on which a relationship is built. If you don’t trust a person, howsoever you may love him or her, your relationship will not survive, because you have no trust in him or her.

            

          I have many people in my life whm I trust to try very hard to help me out of a bad spot.  I also have many people in my lyf whm I trust to share a "small" secret with.  I trust that most people are basically good and want to do "the right thing".  A good example of this might be if you are in a relationship and your partner takes up with another person, has an affair ..in short double dating. This is a strong violation of trust, however, again, we are all human and sometimes we do blatantly stupid things.  Things that hurt other people, even when that was the farthest thing from our minds when we did it. So wht den? Do we refuse to trust them again, hold it over their heads for the rest of our lives, or run away vowing never to love again? Hmm...I guess it depends upon the ppl involved, the  events, and really it boils down to what v want to do. I don't believe any of these things are better than the other, but some are just.....In my past I have been cheated on, as many ppl have.
            

            What I'm saying is that v simply can't expect more from some1 than we are capable of giving ourselves, and none of us have clean hands....even though I'd like to sometimes convince myself I do...I know better. So we must put our hearts out there every now and again and just hope that it doesn't come back too shattered. Although, if we do it correctly, even if it does come back a little bruised, we know we'll get by....Why?  Because the key to trust is trusting ourselves. Trusting ourselves to be OK when someone we love hurts us. Trusting ourselves to never give up hope that tomorrow will be brighter and that even if it's not, we'll patiently wait for OUR TIME...because we know it's coming.

                 

        That's why I believe that the very best thing we can do for ourselves is this....when someone lets us down, betrays our trust or does something we consider untrustworthy, we forgive them.  We understand their human too and sometimes they are going to put their needs above ours.

                Does that mean we have to stay in a relationship with them?  Of course not.  We have the right, indeed the duty, to treat ourselves well.  We HAVE to trust ourselves enough to at the very least take care of ourselves.  Therefore, sometimes we need to end relationships, jobs, friendships, habits, etc..., because that's the best thing for us to do. 

You really will grow stronger for having gone through it, and you really will be OK, even if you don't want to be....because that's how life works.

Be happy :)

Smile....lyf goes on................. :)

The best of all memories......School memories ^_^

                    "My school days were the happiest days of my life, which should give you some indication of the misery I've endured over the past twenty-five years."  ~  Paul Morto


My mom says that even today she remember the first day of my school...when i was holding the hand of my  teacher walking inside the classroom and suddenly looking back at my mom  , ran towards her crying ,hugged her n asked "why are u leaving me here alone mumma?Along with these strangers? :( 

 But today i realize that the life , the time i spent with those strangers were the best part of my life......:)
As we think back to those who have helped shape us, it has to be our parents and teachers who probably have the biggest influence in shaping our character.Even today when someone calls me  a Fatimite i feel so proud...being a student of FATIMA HIGH SCHOOL.I truely miss those 10 hours lectures,those several hands in one tiffinbox,those fights with friends over petty issues,the half n hour bus journey from ulhasnagar to Ambernath,boring lectures  of so called pakkau teachers :P those punishments,remarks in our dairy. daily checking of nails,ponytails,tie.dos red.green.,blue and gold house etc etc...these are the days which would never ever come back..


The best memory i wish to recollect is that of tenth standard....we the last bencher's a group of five girls....And during winter season one of us use to pretend to be sick daily and then after taking permission from headmistress two of us used to go to our school's clinic which was just opposite to our school.While going to the clinic we used to give a list of eatables to the shop nearby that clinic n while returning back from the clinic we hid dos eatables inside our sweaters and after reaching the classroom all 5 of us use to eat it during the lectures...eating during lectures is much fun than during recess ^_^.Ohh haan i didn't say na that if we pretend sickness then what did we do in the clinic...we used to tell that its a headache or a stomach pain as no doctor can find out whether im really having headache or stomache and he used to give sum pills n dos pills were disposed by us in the mud while returning back :P 




                            I just wish i could live all these memories once more just for a day...i wanna wear that uniform,tie a ponytail,wait for d bus ,go to my school,attend the assembly,sit for those 9hrs lec,come back home with my friends and in the meanwhile i will live the happiest day...i wish i could.........

Expectationss....leadin to disappointments.....

Throughout my life tll now..one thing which i hav experienced n learned is dat Nvr Expect Anything From Anyone. Its mainly coz ppl come n go.. mstly we leave behind our skul frnds wen we get cllg frnds..n den graduate level frnds n den it goes on...but some do saty wid us in our journey .But y is it tht in dis journey of lyf we expect sumthng frm ppl around us?Expectations can b anythng..it can be love , care ,materialistic things etc etc...but y do we expect wen v knw dat d more we expect the more we r opening ourselves to being dissapointed. Expecting someone to do something that doesn't happen often leads to huge conflicts. Relationships, for egs, are often filled with such unfulfilled expectations.                

                                          We all do expect some or odr thing in our day to day lives..may b frm ppl close 2 us or may b frm an unknwn person.For eg :  we expect our bst frnd to b wid us all the tym...may b dats not possible for him/her....or it can be just dat we expect a pizza order to arrive asap and wen such expectations r not met a part of our wrld seems to fall apart.


                                                    So the best way to be happy n contented is not to expect anything frm nyone..it is rytly said by Fredrick Perls dat "“I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped.”

Life..an unpredictable journey :)

 I do believe all of our experiences make us who we are. I wouldn't undo even the worst that has happened to me. You can't go back in life and change just one thing without changing everything else for better or worse. And you can't accurately predict what the end result would be. I actually think that it is the holes in the stry that add to the story of our lives. How boring it would be if we controlled everything.

Life is not a piece of cake
You've got to put a lot at stake
Life is full of joys and sorrows
And you never know what will occur tomorrow

Don't be quick in taking your decisions
Sit down and calmly rationalize and reason
Be careful about what you pick and choose.
as life offers fewer friends and more foes.

Don't trust everyone that comes your way
In life take everything with a pinch of salt.
Learn to look at both sides of the coin.
There is good and bad both in this world;
You have to decide who you want to join.

Life is full of joys and sorrows
And you never know what is going to occur tomorrow

This is a part of life -- really feel the pain. And when you're done, move on, and find joy. Laughing is one of the best ways to live. Learn to laugh at anything. Roll on the ground laughing. You'll love it!I believe that life is a learning experience. :)